they say just be happy I find the ironic because it seems like no matter what I'm never good enough to do that I'm sick of Narrastic people taking advantage of my kindness and exploiting my weakness against me I'm so tired of being told by someone I was with for 10 years that they love me and they use me back to back to back I can't take this anymore why won't it fucking stop I just want to give up and just rid myself of this heartache and pain